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Dear Partners

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Taken from  here Oh Dear, Partner, I hope you've never read my stories. I hope you've never read my blog. I hope I didn't wrote that posts. But it had passed. Misunderstanding might be happened. I hope you are not misunderstood. We're a partner, in crime? in job? in duty? We're simply just a friend, bound together, feeling the same joy and pain, We're friend and we would always be :) Agree? Sincerely, Your friend. Partner (n) | A person who takes part in an undertaking with another or other, especially in a business or company with shared risks and profits Why this word partner is never fit in to me? Why this word partner are never work out on me? I always keep it in disguises. Well, I never mind it though. It's only another word of ally. But sometimes, it is hurt to say that, part of my heart would reject it and loudly shout an objection. Which one is right? The one which shout louder. So then, that part of my heart win the re...

Hello There

Busy. Well. It's a simple heart breaking answer I could give to you. It's only I won't tell you why. It's just busy. I hope it could answer and it's enough. Time passed. People come and go. I think, I begin to understand the rhyme, I can see the bigger picture that it's just a game. Right. It's just a game. Then now, I play. Let's play together, huh? We simply come and go no matter what's the reason. Sometimes you don't need any reason, but some other you need it the most. I wonder. If people read my posts. I think they would understand how or why my w=mind is working drawing pictures and word typing. I'm easy to be read.  It's so easy :)) Why won't you just come and visit someday. 

Re-write: Aku mengagumimu (InsyaAllah) Karena Allah

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Aku mengagumimu (InsyaAllah) Karena Allah Mungkin karena aku mengaguminya atas dasar agamanya. Mungkin karena aku menyayanginya sebagai sahabat di jalan Allah. Rasa sayang itu tidak memerlukan balasan. Hal itulah yang membuat mengapa rasa sayang itu begitu indah. Rasa sayang itu saling peduli. Hal tersebut yang menguatkan pula. Mungkin karena aku terlanjur mengagumi. Mungkin rasa kagum yang hanya dapat bersembunyi, yang membuat hati kecil selalu termotivasi. Sesuatu, seseorang, yang mempengaruhi untuk berubah. Aku mengagumimu karena Allah. Semoga dengan rasa kagumku aku dapat menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. Terimakasih

I Wonder Who

If I could know who was recently visit my blog, would I possibly found your name? If I could know who was recently visit my blog, could it be my message has been delivered to you? If I could know who was recently visit my blog, would it means I've already spoken my mind to the world? Do you hear me? No. I don't need any blog sites, nor any social media accounts to reach you. You, the most powerful, the most merciful, the most of all. All I need is just You. My Lord. Allah.

Afraid.

To think all of these make me had a fuss. Berisik. That's what I said to my self. I asked it to make a silence. I've been enough of it. So much pointless things. Hey. How's your life going? Alright, huh? Of course. You've got what you want. Easily. Effortless. Or at least, that's what I see down bellow here. Just remind you, every time I come back here, write down some spilled word, all because I'm completely in a mess, or might be confuse, or might be got any interesting ideas. For now, let's just let the words tell you what's going on, huh? Let the words do the rest. Let's start with me. I'm okay. That's what I said to the world. But deep down, I realize, there is something not okay inside. I've always been trying to put a smile on my face. Always. Whenever I felt bad, I try to put a smile. Always, hard in the beginning. But even easier when I've started used to it. Always, I made it. It's okay, I said to my self. And ...

How'd People Could?

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Doc Google How do people could hear, if they are too busy with their tongue? How do people could feel, if they are too busy with some prejudice inside their mind? How do people could see, if their eyes are too busy staring a micro electron flow right up to their nose? How do people even care, if they are too busy to sum up their ego? People barely could see what's the real and which is just an illusion. How could they even realize, if they are too busy to catch up their illusion? What's in front of them, which is the reality that's not real anymore. People tend to live in their imagination, full of illusion, a fake and beauty world. How if they try to put down that gadget of them? Would the world became exploded? Or it would even brighter? Peace. Only if every single people put down their phones, for a while, Would the world stop moving? Would the heart stop beating? Or it just normally rotating? Or it even beat faster? How do people could hear, if ...

Might not be a great star

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Doc. Google browser I might not be a great star for a galaxy, but surely might be a sun for a planet. I think that's enough to cover all my sadness these days. When I felt doubt of all the things I am doing. I ever dream being a great star for a galaxy, it would be nice, and of course it's an honor to do so. But now I just realized, that I'm not. I'm not that such great star. I'm just a dust compared to the world. Being a dust even is a bless. You might need dust when there's no water to do wudlu right? So then may be I'm even worst than a dust (?) Desperately, I give extra effort to do every single duties and tasks while still keep wondering why and why this is happen to me. As always, mellow drama and cliche. Keep wondering do I stand in a right place? Walk in a right path? Sing a right music? And beat a right rhythm? I always know, even I know it from the start that this path would not be easy. Never. But why, back then I've never have any...